Down in the Dumpster XD

I know it's selfish of me to think like this, but I feel like it's back to square 1 for me. Last year and the past years, I got picked on with fat names and people teasing my handwriting, thus, no friends. None at all. Except for a little comfort from Molly and Coellyn, I had no friends at all. Okay, fine, so I had friends in Grade 1. But no really stay-by-your-side people. The only people who try their best to cheer you up when you're crying are stuck- up class presidents. Anyways, this year was different. On the first day, Grace had chose to be my seatmate because it had been such a long time since I talked to her. But, then again, if teacher's just gonna switcheroo the seats around, why do you get to pick any seat when you get there???? Then, Mrs. Abibuag made Jhianna my seatmate, because she chose Karoline and teacher didn't want that. We became best friends, then switceroo-eeh, then blahblahblahblahblabbity....Then now I feel so distant from them! (Jhianna and Karoline.) I know, I know, they were best friends with each other for much longer, but, you know, It's the first year. THE first year this has happened!!! Me, the insane creepy darkish funny good at spelling googla-boogla Pokemon and Ranma 1/2 loving little girl, getting FRIENDS! Real ones, at that! Sigh...
Pi- chan, don't get mad!!!!